Michael Jackson

Last night, I watched the memorial service of Michael Jackson. Since the news break on his death, I followed the progress religiously. Not that I'm kiasu towards him, or I'm the biggest fan on this planet, just that I was touched by him. Lucky to those who knew him personally. I envy you. From what I read and heard, he is just a person who wants to make people happy. From the interviews, we know Michael Jackson is a shy and soft spoken person and child-like. From his song, we know he has a beautiful soul. Listen to his song. Most people appreciate romantic, tangkap cintan kind of song, but his are more about humanity. Listen to 'Black or White', 'Heal the World', 'Will You Be There?', I'm Not Alone', 'Earth Song, etc, etc. How many entertainers in this world will write this kind of song? How many entertainers in this world will perform this kind of song? Beside making his living with the songs, he tried to make this world as a better place. Why it is hard to except him as a special person with a pure heart? Why media have to try hard to find any weird and bizarre in his life and make them as a big deal? Look at his kids, how polite and well-mannered are they. To those reporters, journalists and bloggers who smashed him while he still alive, are your kids as well behave and well mannered like his? I doubt. Look how he taught his kids with all the good values. And yes, now he is gone. Our world lost such a big gem, again. Like we lost our Princess Diana. Again, in the hand of media. Sadness.

I was so touched with Jennifer Hudson's performance. With video clip as the background and the dim light hushed the ground, our heart spreaded with sorrow.

Like Berry Gordy, Motown Records Founder, said, MJ is the greatest entertainer in the world. And yes, his life is beautiful. Definitely MJ's life is too beautiful till many people jealous and try to take advantage on it. What comes around goes around.

But who can forget the tearful farewell from her daughter, Paris? I watched it repeatedly. And I broke down too many times. God bless you. The three of his children are so lucky, to have such a doting father. I don't know how are they coping now. Must be so torn losing somebody who is a part of us. Take care.

This Past Few Days

A lot of things happened this few days back.

Maleec's Passport and Residential Card

After 2 months struggled to get his passport and residential card, alhamdullillah we got it a day before he was 2 months old. On 21/6, Malaysian Embassy of Kuwait called me up to collect the passport. I told them that either Juma or I wouldn't go and collect it. Instead, Juma is going to send his driver to pick it up. No issue been raise on that day. But on the next day, when the driver arrived, it seemed like he can't collect it on the behalf of us. WTF?! Enough with it, on the same day also, Juma's office said that the residential card can't be make since Juma is the sponsor for Maleec. They have to wait for Juma to come back and do it by himself. WTF again??!! So, the next day I called Juma's manager regarding the issue. He said he thy need my presence to the office. I don't mind to give all the support as long as Juma wouldn't have to pay for the ridiculous fine. But he didn't return the call till the next day. Juma's office called stating that GRO (seriously I don't know it stands for what...kekeke) is coming to bring me to the gov. office. So Maleec and I went with him in his dusty car. Luckily it just took us 15 mins for all cost. And the next early in the morning (0730), the steeeeeewwwwpiddd clerk of SLB rang me, saying that I need to be in SLB office at 0800. Giler ke apa??!! And when I requested for the driver, she said nobody in the office can bring me there. FUCK her! Stupid bastard! Enough story. I shall keep teh rest to myself as I can't contain myself anymore with the moron.

Maleec is 2 months old



In a blink, anak sayang is 2 months old already. He celebrated his birthday by behaving well. Bangun terus senyum. Daddy was around, celebrated his birthday online. A few things I observe now:

1. He will smile back at you if you give him your smile. If you are lucky, he will gives a giant wide grin. Comei sangat anak mummy!

2. His sleeping pattern changed already. He sleeps longer hour at night.

3. He loves talking so much! Like mummy and daddy!

4. He discovered his hand already. Keeps playing with his hand. Nanti daddy balik and potong kuku, Maleec can discover your finer pulak.. ok?

5. Manja sangat! Apapun nak buat dengan mummy. Even nak poopoo pun nak mummy pegang kaki! Anak sayangku!

6. His poopoo changed color and texture already. So, no more wiping with cotton. Instead I just wash it at the sink.

7. I saw few times he tried to flip his body. Kikiki!

Happy birthday Sayang!

Michael Jackson's Death

I was so shocked. Actually I am still shocking. I am his fan. I may not know his song's lyric, but I know his dance move. I think he is just not a singer, but he is a dancer, an entertainer. Definitely a legend. Still remember how I tried to imitate his move. Still remember that I want to put his name as my favorite singer in my autograph book, but I didn't know how to spell his name. How I am looking forward for his comeback. Sadly, he left us. Allah lebih sayang dia.

Crush

Today is a very non-productive day. I woke up neither too late nor too early and just lazily had my breakfast. Played with Maleec a lot. Zabaidah came a lil early as she has other appointment. Sudeer came to fetch the picture and later came back to hand me the birth cert. Masa nak mandi Maleec lah dia nak datang nya! Huh! Talked to Mama. Mama requested us to come home earlier than Nov. How I wish. But takkan nak tinggal Juma raya sorang-sorang sini? Takkan I nak tinggalkan my house lama-lama? Entahlah. Anyways, Malec dah start chuckle. How cute is my son! I love you, anakku!

Anyway, this is the list of the celebrity (femme) I adore. Enjoy!

1. Leighton Meester

so refreshing. love her so much in Gossip Girl and Entourage. i dunno whether i fall in love with her or her character in that series. but i like expression, she looks so lively. macam bahagia n happy all the time. kalau tengah susah hati and nak buat evil pun still lawa.

2. Anne Hathaway

her face is carrying an innocent face but not so fast! she seems wild deep inside her! i love her skin tone so much. putih kemerahan. her feature also lovely; those wide eyes and broad smile. she looks like a barbie doll! i love her dressing too, sexy and revealing sometimes.


3. Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen

seeing them together make me wish that i have a twin sister. they seem synchronize in fashion yet so different. their vintage taste is stunning. Ashley always comes out with clean look while Mary-Kate adores 'messy' look. i love their make-up; simpe an emphasize a lot on their eyes. they rock!

4. Jennifer Aniston

simple yet gorgeous. usually dress in black with her signature straight-well-blown hair. lovely! period.

5. Angelina Jolie

full if mystery. her acting is undeniable magnificient. her dedication on charity is moveable. who knows a wild child can change into a doting mother! i love her acting, her tattoo, her fierce face expression and her taste in fashion. but i think she is too skiny!

6. Michelle Williams

i don't really well-versed about this actress. but i think she is a strong lady, especially when she went through heath ledger's death. taking care of matilda by herself, looking at her daughter who resemble her late boyfriend a lot, it is a tough call. but she seems doing well. plus, she is pretty, too.

7. Isla Fisher

to the fact she is engaged to sacha baron cohen is explained enough about her character: crazy. who can stand sacha(borat!)? i love her action in definitely.. maybe and wedding crasher. i love reading about her in tabloid. she always look gorgeous. love her hair, her nude makeup, her outfit, everything. the most important thing is, i love her name!

8. Siti Nurhaliza

this is a real perempuan melayu terakhir. pretty and so sopan. he rstyle before was quite 'kampung', but i love her dress! i think she looked great during her concert in royal albert hall. her style after bertudung also nice. talking about her talent, it is undeniably she is.. well.. talented! her performance is never dissapointing. she always give her best. she is not only a singer, but an entertainer and a performer.

9. Lauren Conrad

secretly, i relate myself with her a lot. if the hills shows the true color of her, then i'm like her (or she is like me??) a lot. she doesn't like to make friend, but loyal to all her friends. she care a world to all her friends. she is close to her family. she worked with magazine company before. she loves writing. she loves fashion. she loves clubbing. she loves parties. she love beaches. and all the above are things that i enjoy most!